Secret Admirer Update+The Resignation of Number 7

The notes have stopped. I think that I guessed correctly and metaphorically killed the dude who was doing it. I completely trash-talked him, and he did a very good job of playing innocence. I only hope that I wasn't mistaken and yelled at the wrong dude. Because that would be quite sad. But, seeing that the notes have stopped, I'm pretty sure I guessed right.

Ah, dear blog readers, how to put this? If you ever read my first blog, you might remember a post called "The Coronation of Number 7" or something like that. Well, today I set him free. I let him go. Because, as much as I adore and admire him, I know that it will never happen, and it's not a good idea to live on false hopes, as I did with Habibi. So I wrote a little note...

Dear Number 7,

Hi. You might know me, but I don't think you do. I'm the weird Asian girl. Okay, that didn't really narrow down anything because there are a lot of weird Asian girls, but for now, let's just say that I am one of them.

You are my Number 7. Not saying that you're my seventh choice or anything, because if I put the Numbers in order, Number 2 would probably be -100000000000, and you would be Number 1. But, I came to realize today that even though you are my number one choice, I'm not yours. In fact, I'm probably your -1000000000000000000th choice. Well, I don't blame you. I have a pretty good idea of what people think of me after the Habibi episode...

I don't ever want to live on fake news again. And it's not like I wanted to date you, because I'm emotionally unstable and can't handle that. But if I were emotionally stable and a little closer to Jesus, then I probably would want to. But here's the thing: Even if I was emotionally stable and closer to Jesus and wanted to date you, you probably wouldn't.

Okay, let's get to it. You don't have to have creepy nightmares about people stalking you, because you resigned. I'm letting you resign and wish you the best of luck in your life that I'm not a part of.

Sincerely yours,

Min-Jee

*sniff*

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