Nella Fantasia

I'm pretty sure that I've mentioned this before, but I usually crush on people that I don't know that well. Some people call it "liking the idea of someone". I call it Fantasy. Like, Fantasy Number 7. This is because if I actually knew them, I probably wouldn't actually like them. I know that I like Fantasy Number 7. I'm fine with that. It's not like I'm going to date him and be like, "You're not who I thought you were." It doesn't really matter that I only like the Fantasy version of them.

I guess it matters for normal people. Apparently, if you like someone, you are supposed to ask them out? I would never do that. I'm not prepared for rejection. Besides, I would only date someone if I wanted to marry them.

ajf;jkah;gjarh;fa jf;l I don't know. It's so confusing. There are parts in my life I call Wipe Out. All the numbers are gone. I start over. It's really weird. I think the I see the tide coming in.

PS. Here are one of my favorite videos of all time: https://youtu.be/QDomlA4jLOg