HABIBI!

Hey guys~ I updated my Basic People page, so you should go check that out if you haven't already. Because if you don't, this post won't make much sense to you. Or it might. I don't know.

Well, after Wipe Out, there are only two left. And there are two new ones. You're already familiar with One and Seven. You also know who Habibi is, because I wrote about him in here. You also most likely know who 8A is. Maybe.

Habibi is Arabic for like, my dear. Like mio caro in Italian. Habibi is a, well, he's a habibi. That's the best way to describe him without saying who he is. He's like, baby cute. Sort of. He's maybe not the cutest, but he makes laugh all the time. He's also somewhat dirty, like most eighth grade boys are. He's nice, I think.

Number 7... well, Yenna talks to him sometimes, and she got this dare to talk to Number 7 about me. As she was telling me what happened (because I'm not in that class), Number 7 walked right in front of us, and we burst out laughing, like we usually do when we walk past 7. I was like, "Be normal, be normal!" That didn't work. Yenna wants me to talk to him, but I don't know... I think that would be too awkward.

So the team decided to dissect my blog as a class in advisory yesterday. If you don't know what advisory is, it's basically like study hall. Anyway, so now basically everyone knows about my insane boy obsession. Great. Just great. But today in Advisory, I went to Broadcast, because you have to go to your assigned advisory on Thursday. It also happened to be our non-bullying program day! I don't know how they decide when to hold these occasional "Circle Times", but I hate them. Because Circle Time is when everyone spills their heart out in Orchestra, and I have to go to Broadcast. Don't get me wrong, I'm fine with the Team, but, okay this is going to sound really cheesy, but in Orchestra, we make music together; we're like one big family. And Orchestra members are so much more vulnerable than Team members are. Most of the Team can't really relate to me.

Wow, I got off-topic. Anyway, today in Advisory, we were talking about Cyber-Bullying. Fun fact: You can't really talk about cyber-bullying if you don't have popular SNS, like Snapchat and Instagram. So I couldn't really say much. There was this one section where we had to discuss the scenario, and the third was something about creating a fake snapchat account so you could stalk your crushes, and Sam instantly said, "Min-Jee."

I was like, "What?!" and my face got really hot, but I've learned that even though my face gets hot, it doesn't really turn red, so I don't think anyone noticed. Not that I actually created a fake Snapchat account. I don't even have a real one.

Also, I got to thinking about my boy obsession. I think I need to stop this. Because next year I'm going to high school, and I'm scared that someone is going to take advantage of how easily I can like someone and how vulnerable I am. I don't want to get hurt. And like high school is where almost everyone is on drugs and stuff, and to be honest, I'm scared. Not so much for myself as I am for others. High school could take some of my best friends. High school could take some of my Team members. How messed up are they going to be then when they're already so messed up now? And I'm scared for Habibi and Number 7 and 8A and Number 1. What's going to happen to them?