Ha Sorry

Oh wow I haven't updated in such a long time. Sorry.

So, I wrote that I'm 14 in this blog. I wasn't when I wrote that. Well, now I'm 14. My birthday passed!! Yay.

Today is St. Patrick's Day and also the one-year anniversary of my blog. Well, not this blog. I had a paper blog, then another blog on Blogger, and this is my third one. The idea of a blog was born this day one year ago... aww.

Anyway, I have a lot to talk about, because I have updated in a while haha. So um, first of all, Wipe Out.

Wipe Out

So we went to UIL for Orchestra, and we were very close to getting sweepstakes. We just messed up enough to get a 2 in Sight Reading. I was very crestfallen because I really wanted Sweepstakes. I cried on the bus ride back to school. I cried when we got back to school. Then this girl called me overdramatic. Was that overdramatic? I get that sometimes I am overdramatic. But I genuinely wanted Sweepstakes, and I felt that I had the right to cry. It's not like I was sobbing loudly for all to hear. I looked out the window and cried to myself. Then when we got back to school, I cried on the floor, but not so loud that she couldn't ignore me. It made me feel really bad and consider the next subject. But I was so miserable that this monumental wave came crashing over me. It was Wipe Out. In case you don't know what that means, it means that all my crushes are gone. They're gone.

Being Weird

Sometimes I wonder, am I too much? Maybe I should be normal. Some people think that I'm confident. I'm not. I talk loudly for attention. And I compliment myself because I feel worthless sometimes. I think one of my weaknesses are attention. I get a lot of attention, yet I'm always wanting more. Solution: He Knows My Name by Francesca Battistelli.

My Birthday

This section is like a self reflection/pity section. Please do not feel bad.

My birthday is shared with six other people I kind of know. I got a perm, so now my hair isn't as floofy. I love it. It's so shiny, and I can wear it down if I want to now.

When I came home, I checked my phone, and the Team was talking about a new movie coming out. I was like, "Okay, cool." because they all said happy birthday. Well, three of them.

My other group chat said happy birthday too, and I love them so much. They're the best. One of the girls in that group chat has the same birthday.

My other group chats remained silent. So I guess they forgot.

I don't know why, but it made me feel bad. I don't know why. Probably because I don't usually tell people when my birthday is, but for some reason it felt special this year. So I told everyone, and no one really cared. Well, I didn't tell everyone because I forgot to tell some people. So they don't count.

I'm not making sense, am I? It's fine. ㅋㅋㅋ